I don't really remember my childhood.
I was beaten and bullied for so long.
I was angry, hurt, and depressed.
All I wanted was to run away,
To escape all the pain I felt,
The abandonment and judgement.
I just wanted to feel loved, wanted.
I wanted to forget.
But in all my effort to forget the darkness,
I blocked out the light, the few happy memories I had.
I forgot everything.
And now, I have nothing.
Hmm it's a LOT easier when I write. All the thoughts are inside my head but my pictures are best when their someone elses artwork...sucks but oh well. I think I need a new anime or maybe I'll just go over some old ones again. I hope I figure it out late actually because For the moment I have NO place for my drawings. No binder, sketchbook (except for a little one but I'm not putting much effort into it...) or my personal favorite sketchbinder. Ugh this sucks, I'm pissed about something else that's stupid but still...this sucks. Well I'll guess it'll be a while until I upload more.
4/23/2012
I'm use to dating my shtuff but I am pretty sure (being online and everything) that DA will do it but whatever. FINALLY after the LONGEST time I have updated my gallery and it was worth it. I'm actually getting comments and comments are just nice. So I'm glad I got that over with. Jeez there's so much room on this Journal thingie, I feel like I should type a LOT more but well I'm a bit tired of staring at my computer screen. I wouldn't really expect (if anyone expects anything of me) to see much journal entries from me. Maybe anime related things like the next anime I'm watching and sftuff like that, but I don't like JUST drawing.
whoo long time since I've updated this...but now my sketchbinder is maxed (yes sketchbinder) and I thought hell let's put it on DA. So boo because I have to find something else to fill out and yay I'm uploading again